I won't bother with excuses. Life is complicated.

Have I mentioned that Cai pats his chest, just below his chin when he thinks something is delicious. I caught a well-intended relative trying to correct him, gently guide his patting palm to his stomach and I stopped them. These are the things I adore, that make me breath.

I have been in a whirlwind that I guess I will just call life. As usual I'm bobbing along, trying hard to stay afloat, swimming and free floating alternately. And as usual it is the balance that aludes me. Or maybe not. I probably won't ever know, or only on the last day.